Stepan and I joined Archie and Jessica for lunch with John and Shannan on Saturday. It wasn't nearly as awkward or weird for me as I thought it might be - of everyone, I think Shannan had the hardest time of it. I hope I'm wrong, but I get the feeling that once Shannan moves up there, John will no longer be a part of my life. Even now, he's IN AUSTIN, but I don't think we'll be able to see him again this trip. I'm fighting the urge to call them to see if they were planning a to get together with John's friends one more time before he leaves. Very sad for me, but when I can take myself out of consideration (an easy thing to do as I tend to be a lot self-centered), I very happy for both him and Shannan. They looked very happy to be together - I guess I can't blame them or hold it against them when they give up friendship for the opportunity for love. I still hold out strong hopes that once they settle in together, they realize it doesn't have to be that way.
Posted by jfer at August 13, 2001 9:35 AM